1. |
Manic Pixie Dream
03:16
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I heard you have to let these feelings pass,
My heart it weighs like stone but breaks like glass,
I’m lighting up my soul and it burns like plastic,
It burns inside my soul yeah it burns too fast.
I heard you have to let these feelings pass,
You want to stay ahead but you still look back.
Just know there’s so much more than you could ever imagine.
Just know there’s no such thing as a perfect match.
But it’s good enough.
It's good enough.
Yeah it’s good enough.
It’s good enough.
I know it’s not her but I know that she was the one.
I think.
I know that I’m blessed that we’re both under the same damn sun.
Why are you so afraid to let her know?
If only it was easy.
If only I tried and I tried and I tried to let her go.
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2. |
For You
04:09
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I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’ll miss you too.
You’re a thousand miles away,
But I’m not over you.
Twenty-four hours in my day,
I’d like to spend them all with you.
I could see myself,
Growing old with you.
But I could die right now,
Knowing that I’m holding you.
And I won’t let go.
Before life had no color I was struggling to find the reason.
And you’re all I know.
I think of no one other I have trouble just focusing.
When I’m alone.
I’ve been in my bubble please release me.
And I’m so gone.
I can’t believe I can finally say I love you but,
I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’m leaving soon.
I know that I’ll miss you too.
My heart gets no rest,
It beats for you.
I can’t hold my breath,
So speak your truth.
I can’t hold my head,
It weighs on you.
Though it pains my chest…
I’ll always wait for you.
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3. |
Counting Down the Days
02:43
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In my dreams of your couch,
I reach out and touch your face.
Oh I think of you way too much
They say that it’s something that I control.
I’ve been meaning to say,
You feel like home to me
And I would never go
Don’t you look at the time,
I’ve been watching your eyes,
Counting down the days.
In my dreams, I say your name,
To you out loud, I feel so safe,
Yeah I think that I’d like for you to hold me,
And never let me go.
Oh, I dream of the day we won’t be lonely,
And your finger will hold a stone.
We won’t look at the time.
I’ll be right by your side.
I’ll be lying awake.
And we won’t have to say.
I’m counting down the days.
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4. |
Heartline
03:59
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If my heart breaks for anybody else,
Besides you…
Will the sun explode?
Would waves be crashing into land?
If I do?
I don't wanna worry, about a thing.
So tell me that you love me, and I'll believe.
And I don't even wanna, look around.
Please don't let me leave your mind.
Yeah I’ve been in a hurry, with everything.
I’ve been thinking of a future, that I can't see.
And the only thing we worship, we can’t feel.
We burn false idols, but youre so real.
Because I,
don’t want to be afraid,
of living.
Of living
A lie.
Don't want to go insane,
it just happens,
when you feel this way.
Yeah i've been
sleeping way too little
and I’ve been thinking way too much.
That's like no hours in a day,
yeah I've been slowly losing touch,
With reality.
I can't see clear when you're gone.
And my eyes I can't wake,
Why can't you stay for so long?
Yeah I know,
That everyone else would love to be in yours.
And I hope,
That I could mean more to you girl.
Because I,
don’t want to be afraid,
of living.
Of living
a lie.
Don't want to go insane,
it just happens,
when you feel this way.
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5. |
Feelings Hurt
02:59
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How do you know you're in love?
Is it that feeling when I feel like I’m never enough
For such a presence that's been heavenly sent from above
It's just a feeling
But it's something that i couldn't trust it's always fleeting
I get butterflies all in my chest their wings are beating
like the hearts in my eyes I forget that I’m not breathing
and I look to the stars in the sky
and on the ceiling
I can see why your life up on mars is so appealing
to you.
What's so appealing about you?
I’ve all these feelings for you,
But God these feelings they hurt me, they hurt me, they hurt me.
Sometimes there's nothing to say.
and sometimes you substitute words with some music
And i hope that you catch a break,
So you can finally breathe and your head would stop hurting,
But so what?
It's not like you even been care about how pretty she moves
or how softly she speaks.
Like so what?
It’s not like you're even making me go drop to my knees
when your laugh makes me weak.
How many times have I fallen in love in the past couple weeks?
These cycles repeat
another ritual you literally make me restart,
Do I have to wake up every time we depart my bed?
This feels like my first, second, third, fourth, fifth love fuck it who’s really counting?
And it doesn't really help i keep on falling and hurting myself
but i skate cuz there’s something cool about it
Now what's with these elephants in this room?
When I’m with you, fuck butterflies, I feel like the whole fucking zoo.
How do I know you're in love?
Is it that feeling
when it feels like you're heaven to touch?
But you don’t need it.
It’s that feeling of feeling so fucked i hurt your feelings cuz these felings hurt me they hurt and they hurt.
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6. |
Comforter
03:14
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It's so cold,
When your alone
No hand to hold me.
I'm not tethered down
I drift away
Into the snow banks,
I see your face,
But its not clear to me,
You're like a feather now,
I drift away.
Yeah things get worse in the winter,
And on nights like this would you need me?
Now there’s nothing that I should believe in,
in my wallet replacing your picture.
Now I'm getting tired of sleeping.
And we’re both crying for different reasons.
You never wanted any substance.
But this nightmare was never worth living.
And I never wanted your American dream.
Love was a prop to help your self esteem,
And while i was an active participant,
It would naturally cause things to pass.
Now I see your ghost in my kitchen.
What forces keep you around?
On the river of styx as your vessel,
It's a two way street but love will lead you down.
I’m in love
this is love
this is what love feels like
this is what love is like
this is what love is
this is what you call love
this is love now
i’m in love now
i am in love now
this is love
this is our love now
And it's so cold,
When you’re alone.
No hand to hold me,
I’m not tethered down ,
I drift away into the
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7. |
Requiem
07:39
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Cross my arms lay me down in my grave,
Falling asleep, why must you be
my only escape.
Lay me to rest
I lie in my wake.
The thorns in my bed,
Feel your breath on my face.
Me and my friends all threatened to sue God
if he fucked us over one final time
and I’ve been trying to reach him
I’m forgetting his number.
We all grew up in a couple of days
and said a lot of prayers in fear that wed set on fire
I told him to send me to hell
but I'm still alive.
I know it’s part of growing up but you had to split my life in two,
I swear at times i've felt enough but this always feels like something new
Your favorite color always threatened to change i should have known my worth
you cured my writers block,
and I'm so glad you hurt me.
Thanks for the content.
All i could think in my glorious rage was do tears stain shirts
because they fell a lot.
You were soo unearthly,
to think you were godsent.
At times i feel like throwing up i wrap my head up in your noose,
You could have said I'd been enough but I couldn't help but feel reused.
(It all comes falling down.)
my eyes keep on falling
asleep and im falling
so deep in your calling
my dreams aren't calming
these sirens alarming
I looked past those warnings
well speak in the morning
I'll keep on performing
for you.
Maybe I could find something
else for you,
intricate objects
deserving affection.
From innocent places,
I’d pay for you safety
don't beg me to stay
please keep changing your ways
thinking,
Maybe if i found something else
to distract me from feeling
the weight that you hold on me
I could be
Something you step on i can't keep my head on straight
if I bleed would you feel anything
I feel everything.
In my dreams of you now
I feel a shame that I had known
Sometimes I think of you way too much
I wish it was something that I controlled
I feel your breath on my face
I can't look the other way.
But when i think about it now,
I hesitate to speak your name.
Fearing that those words might conjure your touch
Now I realize that feelings can turn so cold.
And I'll be alright
can i be alright
will you be alright
it'll be alright
cause i can't be somebody else for you
I can't believe I let you near my heart.
Now I realize I’d mistaken you for something that I’d known
would be alright
will you be alright
and you’ll be alright
and I should finally let you go.
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Ugly Nate Chicago, Illinois
Young minds taking inspiration from artists like Car Seat Headrest and King Krule and actively play shows in the Chicagoland Area. Ugly Nate is a four-piece band featuring Nathaniel Herrera(Vocals/Guitar), Japneet Chaabra (Drums), Matthew Agari (Keyboard), and Cole Burrell (Bass). ... more
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